maybe i never had real friends to begin with.. maybe they were the wrong people for that role..
or maybe i am a bad person.. i tried to be patient, be kind/nice/supportive.. but others took advantage of me.. so i also changed. maybe not for the good..
even if you didn't kill anybody/robbed a bank/did something reeeeaaally bad/etc. you can be the bad guy..
but you know what?
I am bad and that's good,
I will never be good and that's not bad,
there's no one I would rather be...
...than me.